feels like being stabbed by many knives
stripped of life and painfully traumatised, again
nailed, impaled felt to be flayed alive
darkest part of my own mental life, again
burns like hell inside of me, kick me down again
can't function anymore
i have no soul to feed
it cuts me one more time
again i bleed
yes i bleed, to be free
from this prison i conceived
stupidly, irrationally
and for all of this i bleed
feels as though my mind's been cauterised
abject desolation in my eyes again
desperate search to find a new release
free from binds to carry this disease, again
finally its had to come to this
force the pain on me
again.
